Are you sitting down for this?
Alright, its been forever, I know. But life has been extremely crazy lately. Here's the very abbreviated update:
Steven and I broke up. This may seem rather sudden to everyone, but we have been having issues for quite a while. Essentially, I just decided that I wasn't happy, and that this really wasn't what I wanted out of life, and that I deserved better. It was heartbreaking, much like putting your dog to sleep. I have no ill feelings towards Steven at all. He's a great guy. I just don't think it was meant to be. I'd love for us to be friends someday, when and if he is capable of that. In essense, thats what we were all along - great friends.
Despite all of my plans to stay single for a good long while, Rock and I have started dating. So far, thats been going very well. We have so much in common its a little scary. He is basically the male version of me. I told you it was scary. In any case, we have a great time together, and he's crazy about me. All in all he's an awesome guy and I'm happy.
As far as school goes, I'm currently writting my thesis/manuscript. Its going fairly well. Slowly, but well enough. I'm trying to decide if I want to stay on for my PhD. I don't have much time to decide, and I still have no idea if I want to stay in school, or get a real job. Its driving me crazy. I took the civil service test for a water pollution biologist position and scored really high (thats right, I'm awesome). There was only one other person in the state that scored higher than me. So, there might be a job opportunity there, but I'd have to spend a year or two in Harriburg, and I really don't want to do that.
In any case, I have to say I'm pretty happy with my life right now, despite the recent hardships and stress. Things seem to be working out, like they always do.
Steven and I broke up. This may seem rather sudden to everyone, but we have been having issues for quite a while. Essentially, I just decided that I wasn't happy, and that this really wasn't what I wanted out of life, and that I deserved better. It was heartbreaking, much like putting your dog to sleep. I have no ill feelings towards Steven at all. He's a great guy. I just don't think it was meant to be. I'd love for us to be friends someday, when and if he is capable of that. In essense, thats what we were all along - great friends.
Despite all of my plans to stay single for a good long while, Rock and I have started dating. So far, thats been going very well. We have so much in common its a little scary. He is basically the male version of me. I told you it was scary. In any case, we have a great time together, and he's crazy about me. All in all he's an awesome guy and I'm happy.
As far as school goes, I'm currently writting my thesis/manuscript. Its going fairly well. Slowly, but well enough. I'm trying to decide if I want to stay on for my PhD. I don't have much time to decide, and I still have no idea if I want to stay in school, or get a real job. Its driving me crazy. I took the civil service test for a water pollution biologist position and scored really high (thats right, I'm awesome). There was only one other person in the state that scored higher than me. So, there might be a job opportunity there, but I'd have to spend a year or two in Harriburg, and I really don't want to do that.
In any case, I have to say I'm pretty happy with my life right now, despite the recent hardships and stress. Things seem to be working out, like they always do.
posted by Foxx at 8:44 PM
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